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Created on 2006-11-03 19:10:44 (#11532081), last updated 2008-06-22
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Basic Info| Name: | i am blind; i cannot find the heart i gave to you |
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| Birthdate: | 05-09 |
| Location: | Chapel Hill, North Carolina, United States |
| Website: | Former LJ (2004-2006) |
Contact:
graceisbluelikeaphrodisia@gmail.com Bio| RAVENCLAW { wear } | ||||||||||||||
About me:
Damn, I had a long and stupid description up here. I'm not THAT fucking interesting.
Female. On medical leave from college. Recovering from anorexia nervosa-purging type. Future pediatric oncologist. Writer. Archaeologist. Utter geek. Wannabe exotic dancer. Doctor Who freak. Lives in virtual science-fiction world. Plans to speak at least 5 languages fluently by the age of 27.
It is not recommended to read this journal if you are under the age of eighteen. It will include references to my past with sexual and physical abuse, anorexia nervosa - purging type, panic attacks, and my current standing on the autistic spectrum.
Don't tell me it doesn't matter
I'll tell you what matters
Bare feet in the summer
Open windows at night
You think that no one needs you
You don't have nothing to see through
Well I needed you.
Don't I count?
Let's fight.
Show me anger ,
Fierce fists clutching onto air.
Show me anything;
Just show me you care.
Stay awake, stay awake,
Survive --
I've got nineteen stars that I
give your name tonight
I wanna scream, wanna scream your name
Star light, star bright can save
You're my wish tonight
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*
The paths have been crossed
It comes and goes and is lost
Melancholy phantoms light of skin
Poison apples falling with the wind
Hear the sigh of the trees
Those who enter here never leave
And the rangers scream out to the cabins
They are the hunters
We are the rabbits
Maybe we don't want to be found
Maybe we don't want to be found
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*
Down to the earth
I fell with dripping wings
Heavy things wont fly
And the sky might catch on fire
And burn the axis of the world thats why
I prefer a sunless sky
To the glittering and stinging in my eyes
And I feel so light
This is all I want to feel tonight
And I feel so light
Tonight and the rest of my life
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My Harry Potter GeekCode
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Schools:
Burton Geo-World Elementary Magnet School - Durham, NCDurham School of the Arts - Durham, NC
Scoala Generala Nr. 170 - "Geo Bogza" - Bucureşti, Bucureşti, Romania
Scoala Generala Nr. 19 - "Tudor Arghezi" - Bucureşti, Bucureşti, Romania
Shepard Middle School - Durham, NC
Southwest Elementary School - Durham, NC
Trinity School - Chapel Hill, NC
Columbia University - New York, NY (2005 - 2007)
Juilliard School - New York, NY (2005 - 2007)
University of North Carolina - Asheville - Asheville, NC (2007 - present)
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